My life is in flux! Transition! Upheaval! It's one of those times where I think about certain things all the freaking time, and then other, more important things, just slip my mind. Like what day it is. Or to stay at home to let the painter in at 3:30. Or to call that potential employer back.
Here are some things that make my mind go all wacky:
- I don't have a job. Although I have several possible options simmering, those options are all very uncertain and hard to imagine, and I sort of wish I could do all of them at once (although it's unclear whether I will get any of them).
- I have no furniture at all in my apartment except for a table and chairs (which are, admittedly, quite cool).
- I am really sick of the look of my blog, and I just want it to be pretty, and I don't understand CSS.
- I miss my sister and Susie and Abbey.
- I have not seen my boyfriend in six weeks.
Here are some exciting things!
- I very well might get a really cool job soon, and in the meantime it's also pretty fun to not have to go to work or generally do anything.
- I got a haircut that I really like. One of those that make me go "hee!" (And also part of that whole "my life changes, hence my look changes" thing.)
- Even if I can't redesign it, at least I have more time to post on my blog. Which is the important part.
- My parents have been so wonderful and hilarious.
- Our new apartment is so cute and bright and airy, and I can't wait to fill it with awesomeness.
- Brian gets home in less than two days!!
Strangely, when I'm feeling at my nuttiest, things are also so easily definable somehow. Clearly Brian will be back, I will find some furniture, some job. In the meantime, there's something comforting about being able to chalk up every forgetful blunder, emotional reaction, or skin breakout to everything that's "on my mind." Sweet.
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